I finally found my journal! Shivvy hid it under his mattress, and I couldn't find it. So... updates on what has happened to me...
Day of Giving: I got a wand!!! A REAL wand! I am now allowed to do basic level magic on my own. I wish I could do more, right now my most advanced spell is a fire spell that is just strong enough to light a candle. I cannot wait until Master Peek takes off some of the governance charms. I know how to do the spells, but he worries that I will go out of control. *sigh* Oh well, at least I have a wand, and I am allowed to use some spells by myself.
Y13!!! Master Peek and I celebrated the new year with a hot cup of borovan. He also took off one of the charms on my wand :D I can cool things down now. Only little things, like a cup of borovan or my oatmeal, but it is something! He didn't give me ice magic yet, just cooling. I think he is afraid I would try to make a snow day or something...